nilai cinta

Untuk kamu yang bakal ku tinggalkan. Jaga diri elok-elok. Jangan risau. Allah akan jaga saya macam Allah jaga kamu. Saya tunggu berita gembira dari kamu bila saya pulang ya. Sayang kamu,rindu kamu,cinta kamu dan moga Allah redha atas kamu,atas kita dan atas semua hamba-hambaNya.

andainya kau menghayati
sejarah cinta yang sejati
pasti akan kau memahami
pesonanya bukanlah mimpi

kasih Rahmah tak bertepi
tika suami ditandang duga
rahsia tulus rindu Zulaikha
sabar menanti dalam setia
harapan menjelma

pasti jua(tiada lagi) hatimu akan bersilang tanya
wujudkah lagi cinta tanpa dusta dan nista
menafikan pepatah, cinta itu buta

sesungguhnya keimanan
yang menuntun langkah cinta
menuju redha
dilingkari keikhlasan
yang bersulam kejujuran
pasti akan terserlah kemurnian cinta

ingin aku mengulangi
sejarah cinta yang suci
bersamamu insan terpilih
menzahir makna cinta sejati
tak sekadar mimpi

back to december

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand